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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 4, 2007 17:02:39 GMT -5
Timed Never Again
Remember what happened yesterday? Remember what happened the day before? Remember what happened before that? Now, remember what happened today?
Tell me what happened. Tell me what you experienced. Was it something you expected? Something new that excited you? I want to know all about it. I want to know everything that happened.
Why don’t you sit down and tell me? Tell me exactly what you saw. Tell me how you reacted to it. Were any of your friends there?
I’m telling you, you can trust me. All you have to do is answer the question: What happened today? Was it fun? Was it something you wanted? Why won’t you tell me what happened? You know that I won’t bite. If I did, you’d probably already know.
Oh well, I guess you’re a silent person. I know a lot of people like that. They’re the kind of people who don’t trust. Don’t worry about it—I’m used to that. It happens all the time to me. At least I know one more thing about you. Even though I don’t know what happened… At least you bothered to come over…
Well I guess you ought to be going now. Sorry if I bothered you on anything earlier. If I said something bad, please tell me. At least you decided to come over. The truth is I wanted to tell you one thing. But I wanted to hear what you had to say. At least I won’t be alone when it happens. Yeah, I want to know about how you think. But…
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 4, 2007 17:20:07 GMT -5
What Happened?
Remember what happened yesterday? Remember what happened the day before? Remember what happened before that? Now, remember what happened today?
Tell me what happened. Tell me what you experienced. Was it something you expected? Something new that excited you? I want to know all about it. I want to know everything that happened.
Why don’t you sit down and tell me? Tell me exactly what you saw. Tell me how you reacted to it. Were any of your friends there?
I’m telling you, you can trust me. All you have to do is answer the question: What happened today? Was it fun? Was it something you wanted? Why won’t you tell me what happened? You know that I won’t bite. If I did, you’d probably already know.
Oh well, I guess you’re a silent person. I know a lot of people like that. They’re the kind of people who don’t trust. Don’t worry about it—I’m used to that. It happens all the time to me. At least I know one more thing about you. Even though I don’t know what happened… At least you bothered to come over…
Well I guess you ought to be going now. Sorry if I bothered you on anything earlier. If I said something bad, please tell me. At least you decided to come over. The truth is I wanted to tell you one thing. But I wanted to hear what you had to say. At least I won’t be alone when it happens. I wanted to know how you think before... But…
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 4, 2007 17:20:52 GMT -5
Waiting For You
Here I am, there and waiting for you. You told me you’d come here later, right? Like around the afternoon, afterwards. You said maybe later, when there was time. When there wasn’t any need for school. There wasn’t any need for anything there. I know I always tell you I have things to do. When everything I do is simply nothing. Hey, at least you didn’t make fun of me. Unlike the rest, you were actually a friend. You didn’t tell me white lies like them. You actually meant it, so I’m happy. A lot of other people would lie to me. Mostly about meeting them so they hurt me. But you’re here because you’re my friend. So when are you coming again? You told me to wait outside the school. At least, that’s what I think you said. Here I am, waiting, this is going to be fun! So I wonder, when will you be here again?
I bet when we play together, there will be lots! It will be so much excitement, right? Like the way we planned yesterday, yeah! It will be the two of us, simply there. We promised nobody would bother us. Mostly because we would hang out… We’ll be at the movies… We’ll be eating at dinner… We’ll be kissing in the dark… Wow, we have a great night ahead.
Okay, you’re taking a little long. Well, I guess you must be preparing. You want to look good for me, right? Yeah, I tried my best to look my best. Hopefully, that’s good enough. Wow, you sure like to take a long time. It must be a girl thing, right? Well, this is my first time on a date. I guess I should be more patient today.
Wait… You’re not coming, are you?
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 4, 2007 17:21:14 GMT -5
Remembrance of My Death
A piercing blade strikes through my heart, staining with erubescent as I leak overdue. How a small mistake and curiosity contempt, could lead to eternal never walking back? A irrevocable sight, but gloriously donated me, yet egregious error in wills and development. Of a deserving ghastly and slothfulness losing, venturing into minds of what will occur after.
How when the wretched darkness seeps into me, tormenting me deep inside, evoking it strongly, my blackened and purple poisoned soul… Without a planned memory so to speak, hear, but without words to ever realize forgotten keen. Break apart my spongy, decaying brain, nothing. Because one direction leads to a dead end pit, for without realization regrets eternal wandering.
The ones I care for leak with sorrow and lament, wandering the dark alleys without a tiny bit to eat, without any hope or light or passion to move on, but knowing they must live without me, tormented… How everyday walking downs the rainy streets? Torments their forcefully abandoned minds, trapped. And I wonder what made them end up that way, when they are so much better without me backing.
But I am ephemerally passing by their torments, wishing I could have done something better… But in the end, they deserved the emotions, feeling nothingness from slothful trustfulness… How they deserve to lament about my loss, when they do not even know I am forever gone. But seeking their quavering sounds through alleys, raping them with the acid rain, splashing and burning.
Let them forget about me forever in the walks. Caligo is truth for one and all, losing myself. Memory never serves correctly, doubtfully true. For their pathetic moping on forgotten grounds. They do not realize I am below their dirty feet, six feet under, without remembrance of any kind. And soon they will appreciate the true life, of how much they’re forgetting without me…
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 5, 2007 17:25:20 GMT -5
Within Eyes of Forever Lies
Seeping surfaces face your appearance, gazing into whatever strikes first will. First time meets gazing loving, but to illegal hatred of hated attraction. Wanting hearts of first forever sight, but closing down without doors of shining. Beaming at you, asking you simple ones. Why you would come over, without knowing. Knowledge of answers, inquiring day by day, wanting to lure you into innocent’s guilt. How the opposites of glossing everything, beams directly at burning suns and stars during the nighttime forgotten of how lasting gazes. Remembering meeting beginning, seeking inside, never recalling, yet forever sighting amazement. Even lacking creativity means lasting highs, leaping and vaulting to fullest extent, laughing. Whenever seeing familiar complexion, wanting it. Again and again, seeking eyes of familiar wisdom. But sooner forgetting of fullest existence, of meeting first and smiling gawking repetition.
As is before once was, seers knowledge nothing. Closing gazing, forever daze all refreshing dark. How chasing down past lanes, grassy meadows, and simmering sunlight refuses remembrance now. My it, there to reveal within the soaking rotations, for show of inner rewards and punishment ribbon. Because beyond hers viewing present reveals it, how the tormented souls of crushed lives in past, in reality tortures and torments discovering finals, and darkens views and eyes forever existing, blackening wretched souls and endless rejections. Correction hideous showing redundantly being, even as flickers with blues and browns and yellows. Flavoring favors run down another familiar eyes, covertly sealing and guarding truth in beyond seek. Skulls past mistaking hatred are indeed correct gone. Disappearing into eyes of errors irrevocable forever, going and finishing running from forever staring. How those eyes lie day by day, forever and ever. Without trust and they refer back to how shining light is eternally giving eyeing rudely egregiously forgotten. Avoid forever rumors, and embrace running arrival.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 5, 2007 17:36:42 GMT -5
All Excluding Me
He walks past by, greeting everybody he sees. They are all of his friends, they are everyone he knows. Wait, I’m somebody he knows. Why didn’t he stop at me? I wonder why isn’t it? Wait, he’s probably waiting. Saving me for last, eh? Yeah, that usually happens. Hey, at least I get something! Somebody told me how true. Patience is a virtue. That’s it. So now it takes a little while. I’ll eventually get the greeting. Of all people, I know that I count. Because I’m supposed to be a friend. Somebody included because it is. Mostly I guess it was meant to be. To see you past by and be last again. But the last is for the best, right…?
Being used to the same face, passing by every single passing day… It’s something I’m already used to. Friends are there because there are turns. Turns for me to be included at once… Learn about me for once, just because. Wow, I sure can be rude, can I? At least I count. At least I’m trying. Hey, I’m just one of you guys. We’re all in unison, now are we? Oh wait, I forgot I’m not too good. At least I’m there to be greeted. Because we’re friends regardless! Yeah, I thought about it a little. Maybe I shouldn’t have been talking. Maybe I shouldn’t have been grinning. If I didn’t earlier, then when could I? We only see each other once a while. It was the only time I could see you. Wait, I forgot about this other person. Yeah, too late! He’s already done greeting. And I was excluded. How typical.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 9, 2007 17:34:50 GMT -5
Ripping Electrical Wires
The little bully bothered my little brother He approached him and took his friend away and began playing with the friend like it was his. Then my little brother ran over to me and told me somebody was bothering him. I decided to do something I couldn’t let this go on. So I walked over to the face and looked at him. Directly in the eye without any talking, I hate him. He told me he was just playing but I said no because he touched my little brother.
I don’t care because my little brother can do whatever the hell he wants to do but he decided to ruin the fun by touching him accidentally in the back. I can never forgive the moron who decided to be so brave and touch my little brother even a little on there. I hate him so much, I want to get even with him. How dare he do it, especially when there is a silver gate guarding the entrance into and out of here? He deserves it even if he was playing it wasn’t my idea of playing.
My little brother wanted me to get back at him because the bully was too stupid to do anything and wanted somebody as tall as him. But the bully did not realize that nature was on my side fighting without will until I could do something. How the court he was so used to being on was actually a razor ready to be chained down his neck until ripping across his throat showing how small he was.
Yes, because I take the electrical wire lying on the ground, six feet under him with the will to take him there forever and lasting below the dirt. It was shocking, but I wanted to torture him so I did. I took the wire and wrapped it around his neck and he thought I was just playing but he didn’t know. He touched my little brother and he will regret it so I hold my hands like the devil’s vorpal blade and tightened it with great resolution to hurt him. He thought I was playing around like he was so when he woke up he realized he wasn’t moving anymore.
And he was shocked, out of my eyes.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 18, 2007 10:57:55 GMT -5
Murder Under Bed
It’s the place you always eventually go, whenever the shadows of the nights come, reaching upon the skies and blanketing around, and you never see anything but yourself. You trust it to relax you and allow you to live, for another day by sleeping another night, yet you never realize the deep consequences, you do when you lie down on the bed. How the innocence of nothingness reaches, slowly into the veins you carry on the elegant, concealed through white skin yet ever purging through the beds with vibrations. And even when you never know the sorrow forming inside of your mouth for tomorrow’s rise and sunlight’s lack of cowardice, it still moves under there, your wetness.
Yes, they say you should sleep on your dreams, the everlasting wishes you wanted to have. The things you always wanted because you knew it would never belong anywhere else. The genders you were similar with because it wanted to leave hotness within dark blankets. And then you know you have one of your own, showering over you like you’re the one it truly loved in daylight’s reality, but nighttime’s hatred. Now you know it’s literally true in facts, wrapping around your coziness without fear, warmth is a gift without the raining lavas. Before it’s the after flowers and banes and dancing fairies in pinks keeping you safe. Yet once it remains lack of seeing self, you true realize it too late, without even will.
Then you are cold and it slowly wraps under you, tightening without lacking will to warm you. Then another loving person comes into the room, and tightens it even more because she loves you. And then she feels your fever, knowing coldness, and tightens you with another blanket. Then you know you’re tied up for the moment, and it gets tighter and tighter until no more. Now the true regret, with motionless green, of the suffocation burning murders under the bed.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 18, 2007 11:11:50 GMT -5
Happy Angels
Flying magical creatures, floating above my head, with all of this emulating dancing happiness, rising up. They are smiling, truly showing happiness we are meant to feel deep inside. And we should shed light, because they will do so, everyday of their lives.
Yet they can never be poignant, even when they know genuine, the life affliction below them. But even upon all of this caused red insanity, they smile with expect. How their leader will help them ultimately. Assist in faltering all the dooming tragedies hopelessly beneath them day after day. They timepiece over us, with imaginings and circles, to burnish gold on our hearts.
Yet they will never discern, they make me be ill with. How they can blissfully beam all ephemeral day, is nauseatingly vile. They are on the brink above it, our rotting, dead bodies. And they don’t give a damn about what we do. It’s since they wish to castigate us with their shattering sallow wings. Their hovering halos, sliver through my veins. Their beautiful fabrics, suffocates me upon sight. How their presence punishes, my lament is their delight.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 19, 2007 16:47:25 GMT -5
Beaming Jealousy
The moon runs down on your beautiful face to explain your cherished essence you were gifted. Shining insanity of genius, warping realities flashing slowly. How hidden the so forth crafted artistic words deliberately gentle addition giving endless elegant grieve for me to so forth red lamentable accounting gestures.
The beauty cost owning so jobbed relocation leading pressured slowly drifting away existed dimension of realized me and accepts the joy worked you bring with words. Seldom knowledge of loving grasp a worried you willfully attempts brimmed everyday since entrance.
Met together and little relevance kind reliance friendship commence. Thoughtless rewards showering me genius me not so as well. The reunion of your words cooled spoken well meaningless. Beauty stored within mousey face crazy dazzle whims I ask. The opinion crazed asking hateful hypocrite myself asking. Pleading forever to be at same level, you never understand what I am.
Of how the beauty you made, cost me so much of my life. And you made my face green, forever and ever sorrowful. How something I loved to do you took it and made it better. How you destroyed my position battled my niche and won, I’ll take it away from you, even it takes away my life.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 19, 2007 16:54:54 GMT -5
Mourners
These wanderers guard inside my yard feeling the pain long last gone… The pain they should have forgotten when they mindlessly thought it would make it all better. Saying releasing leaving of once was makes it better yet hypocritical to own forsaken events purging through the willing minds putting inside grieves. Once lost experience is put to rest losing forever is but an elegant rose breasting itself onto their face Cursed memories drastically feuding itself inside eventually curses itself back to itself mourning. The short-lasted experience soon revives itself into long-lasting suffering
without touch, without feel, of why it would begin with it.
How they truly think wandering in the past would vicious making it better… An egregious error in mind, gifting agility passing away was a simple gift ever crassly assuming revival regenerates… Then their melting red tears fluids the ground with more lost memories to ponder on… And then it grows more painfully, grieving and growing on itself. Time repeating, losing bondage, pain them after death’s gift… Their coming of age which was to arrive sooner would eventually dwell morbid sinfully resting… How their tears will never revive but decompose for the moving maggots eating themselves devouring their skulls and brains. Then they’ll learn when to mourn…
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 19, 2007 17:18:43 GMT -5
Shadows
Raining down on the streets, Flashing them upon the night. Hiding revealing during the day, existing invisibly when you can’t see. Living alongside you with the hopes. Realizing it will never be as good as you, because it’s simply a shadow of yourself. The remaining shining reflection there, when covered shielded in utter darkness.
Wishing to escape from the binds tying down. Then they will ever soon grow realize, how the lights have showered and hidden them. Far too long in suffering motion behind it, the grasping darkness consuming and soon. Reality’s shattering truth dreaming on itself reeking without a shadow of a doubt, how clavicula creeping following actions stalking behind stepping wheels and again truly crass steps flipping upon nothing. Uncontrolled wills being forced towards hosting ambition and following reactions. Will never have its own will when it clearly wants to be its own creature but fearing. How itself shining rare conditions are a needed fear but useless rejection dwell. It will never have its own freedom but it wants it to happen once and for all.
Yet the freakish gift never remembers, the generous flickering lights beating on and off, beating up the swallowing darkness secretly traveling in the dark chasms trapping the ground. Immune to anything but the sharpness blade edging itself along the cross of the cemented real. Yet weapons blades through the moving creature shadowing crosses and sharp knifes and axes. How it can ever reject the owner and ever so need the creature so badly, every passing day. How when the creature dies from natural reality, it dies as well, completely trapped under the forcing weight of the host it preserved for so long. When the shadow world finally becomes real, it will find itself, already forever gone and dead.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 19, 2007 17:19:45 GMT -5
Storm Clouds
The overhead shadowing itself over my head, crossing over the threshold none of us can control. It is too high and we know we’re all scared, fearing the grasping wills we want to fly above, yet can never because it is against the rules. Then the thunder surging begins to attack, simply because I am cursed with lying below. The overshadowing clouds guarding themselves, in my backlash resulting hiding with inside. Wondering why I would never emerge, breaking my fear of the crushing thunders forming above me with raging thunderbolts and quick blowing bolts beginning to throw themselves.
How the storm begins to finally rain down the sky, and invite me outside when the weather is best. Crushing loudness gifting itself onto targets, running away from potential reception of standing. The circular revenge quick as traveling bolts, simply because they actually are, forever is. The linking bolts of shaking cloud movers reeks, shining with edges crashing into eternal revenge. The tears of the deities above beginning to rain down, slowly recycling for another quick death, below the vengeful earth wishing it wasn’t there. Yet wanting the blades they surge through the skies, everyday every now and then wanting more to come.
Then I decide to fight my fear, of the potential shocking death if I advanced outside without stimuli result itself into my loss of trees. The plants hiding themselves, I stand like a simple lightningrod. Asking the thunders to finally shock me, ending the horrible life I have, in a flash without any suffering I stand. The tying binds and rejection rubber never resists itself onto my skin when I stand. Contempt above all in actual complexion, I wait and wait, wondering when the blades rip through lightning swords my flesh. Then storms clears I am ready to go highway, and I stand there, waiting for the next one.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 22, 2007 10:45:06 GMT -5
Blue Moonlight
The moonlight above rays into the rippling waters bouncing back with waving drops dancing one by one with the beautiful living whiteness falling in the drips
It shakes rarely, the being of glow once used to be, blurring approaches. Like the moon’s nighttime rays brimming and beaming elegantly into sparkling blueness quavering bellows
Shiny mansions overlook the natural risking lakes pondering about altering colors natural ruined arriving footsteps
Then fearsome hands wave into the water, polluting the disasters tormented within aged liquids and vapors. Wrapping itself around slowly moving creatures, the humans are ever so drowning within the true blue rippling waters. The blue moonlight reaches and punishes those acting poorly relentlessly towards the shining lake reflecting back at the blue
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 22, 2007 10:48:42 GMT -5
Howling Moon
When the sun falls and the moon rises, the wolves emerge from their desolate caves to search for cowardice as howling at the moon fearfully attentive upon the cries of nights and seeking white glow rising upon their brilliant eyes once again
The raging roars of approach quickly shiver through running spines alerting haunts speeding through nights foraging the willows passing through it once and today for reaching tomorrow
The moon forever beams in their ever strong hearts deeply longing for next prey’s silent questions beyond darkness and pausing winds from gray leaving furs determined staring eyes
Survival of the fittest answered by alpha male wishing and willing falling and risking moon’s shine it leaves again until night’s impending glow they appear once more to stare into the sky’s howling moon
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 22, 2007 10:52:37 GMT -5
Climbing, Never Reaching
The morbid soul climbs from the deep pits wandering why he was sent there and will never emerge as long as the fire burns through his leg trapping him once more beneath the dark chasms to suffer for what he had not done when he was above on the normal sands dragged down onto browned sands to everyday cry and regret over nothing he had forever not done
Then he falls back down to the painful pits absorbing his attempts and punishing him even more satisfying nothing but self wondering why he had been laid to punished all sorrowed day and silver nights slashing through his rocked body over until he plans for tomorrow’s endeavor at day’s never rise and truthful approach
Then it finally arrives and he endures climbing up the eternal ladders to the surface once more, then it breaks down on him, caving him in the walls, holding him inside alive he never can die, and he lays in there trapped, regretting forever, breaking out once more
He climbs and he climbs and never will he reach out
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 22, 2007 10:58:45 GMT -5
Violet Star
When the purple sun burns into vapor skin tears it apart lightly revealing red rivers poisoning once more weakened skies cry shattering white clouds altering cowardly smog chased away slowly…
Punished ashes go rise from forbidden dust scattered over suns shielding white skins reddening once more from liquid vapor assisting and harming reaching eventually punishing arms pushed slowly and slowly more until fading away purpled clouds long…
Then all melts true power held back by beginning falling into white ruins over nothing but us as constraining releases gardening roses burn too much and too bad the flesh and guard we carry on our bodies fading away into crimsoned anger is blaming more…
Then us wondering why occurrence helpful pain when the true sunning today and forever irrevocably seeking revenge for constraining How we met power the purple sun…
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 22, 2007 19:35:00 GMT -5
Running Away
I am running away from your reaching
I am running away from you chasing after
I am running away from you trying so hard
I am running away from you doing this to me
I am running away from your forever grasp
I am running away from you trying too hard
I am running away from your disgusting hands
I am running away from your cares in the world
I am running away from your lips and touch
I am running away from your approaching hatred
I am running away from your secrets and lies
I am running away from your luring traps
I am running away from you coming by
I am running away with nowhere to go because you’re chasing
And I’ll come back
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Post by Harley Scarow on Jan 28, 2007 18:09:32 GMT -5
Recurring Nightmare
Upon a night's relaxation, the bed invites claws, waving voraciously with impacting lure snatches. The pink snuggles gently wrap around your eternally innocent mind gestures, the deviously controlling blankets showers over face.
Then you are awake again, but in your own imagination. The loss of reality conquers, revolving rejected problems, ready to be solved internally. Of how thoughts are real, and slash and bashes mind, over until the winding breaks, is a recurring nightmare.
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Post by Harley Scarow on Mar 30, 2007 16:45:07 GMT -5
We're Almost ThereLife is too short Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness Laugh when you can Apologize when you should And let go of what you can't change Deeply and forgive quickly Take chances. Give everything And have no regrets...Life's too short to be Unhappy. You have to take good with the bad Smile when you're sad. Love what you got And always remember what you had. Always forgive and never forget. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret. ~By Monique Bruce
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